She's baaaaaaack

Yes, it's me. I've been slacking on the personal blogging while opting to use the "we" form over at ToTC. I only have so many hours in the day, I can't possibly get it up to do more than one post. But alas, I'm here and I'm bored or I'm bored and I'm here, however you want to look at it.

Today I got an email from Friendster saying they've noticed I haven't visited them in a while. Jesus Christ- I don't even get emails like that from my own mother (of course, she's in Texas and has to pay to fly me back, so the less often the better). I wish I could reply, I'm sure I could, but I know it would go to some anonymous postmaster what-have-you and would really only be funny for about a second.

I'm going to a pool party this weekend and the thought of it is what's been driving me all week. Without it, the future would not look so bright. In preparation, I decided to keep the diet restricted this week, meaning no chips w/ my sandwich. I'm hardcore. But being an idiot I bought that pannido thing from Jack in the Box and later looked up the caloric content online- it was something like 800 calories and 50 fat grams. I wanted to vomit. Too bad I'm not bulemic. Though I hear it doesn't do wonders for your teeth.

I'm reading the best book right now. It's called Blue Angel, by some lady with the last name Prose, which made me think a) of course she became a writer and b) lame. But the book is great, it's kind of erotic in a way, actually in a lot of ways, but I feel myself tense up as I read it. Maybe I'm just sick, but if you've ever seen Lolita and found yourself rooting for her to end up with Humbert Humbert, then you'd like this book. The writing itself is so fucking great, some of the lines I read then just want to tell someone. In fact, this one line I can't remember exactly, it went something like this- I've been taking small sips trying to convince myself I wasn't drinking- but of course better than what I just wrote, anyway I ran in to read it to the roommate and she said that we should put that up somewhere. I guess b/c I like it, for no other reason. I can't really apply it to my actual life in any way.

My time is up.
R.